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Have you ever wondered what was on the mind of an introverted, awkward girl with a flair for theatrical outburst? What if I told you she can also guarantee that you’ll never leave a podcast without, at least once, asking yourself, “ is this really happening?” Then look no further, here she is. It’s me, Jane Doe, and to answer that question, “Don’t ask me., what’s happened might not even be real.”
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Enough for Four – The Jane Doe Polyamory Poly Novel Experiment
Creating A New Novel. Writing One Chapter Weekly. Podcasting As I Go. Welcome to The Experiment.
I am nobody. Technically somebody, but barely. But I can’t stay silent anymore. This is just the beginning of several podcasts to come. I can’t live like this anymore. I’m suffocating from all the silence . So although this may be hard, because who knows what will come of this, I have no other options. This is my life. My story. For better or worse…
With that year that shall not be named behind us, 2021 made its long-awaited debut A few hours ago. For that I’m super grateful and everything, but you kinda took your sweet ass time. All of us, and I mean everyone that showed up at your debut, need you to remember we are all emotionally damaged, and you got a lot of work to do. S.O.S HELP US !…
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This conversation got up in my feelings.
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It’s 2 AM. Insomnia might not win tonight, I think I’m tired. On rare occasions, when delirium sets in, my thoughts escape from a place deep down inside with me, that rarely ever see the light.
Population just one. Guess who? Guess me? Who you. Yes you’re right. It’s me. And even though we’ve been over this, well technically I’ve been over this because it’s basically me talking to myself, me is well who the hell really knows. Somebody knows thats who, because they signed my birth certificate in the hospital when I was born. Which happens …
It’s been awhile.. I know, and if you are one of the few who have listened to this podcast please forgive my rude absence. Life has been a shit show most of 2020, in which Im the lead stunt persons
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Thank you Joanna And Chip. Magnolia Journal reminded me to breathe.
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I made a quick trip to the store, this afternoon, and while waiting to checkout I did bought something other than my usual Reese’s Outrageous Candy Bar. I ended up grabbing Magnolia Journal out of the sea of magazines. I’m so glad I did. For whoever needs a moment of inner peace and comfort this is for you. Magnolia Journal will heal whatever piece…
A song by Five Finger Death Punch. I feel that. This podcast is different than my usual ranty, sarcastic kind of vibe. I needed to speak my truth. Speak out to anyone who needs to hear that you’re not the only ones struggling with overwhelming sadness and mental health issues. Maybe you just feel alone in the world. This podcast is me sharing my st…
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You’re all infected, I’ll be in blockbuster.
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On tonight’s podcast, join me, or don’t. I’m not here to make decisions for you. Unless that’s what you came here for, and I’ll be happy to let you down with my inability to assist you with that. At the moment the only decision making skills I possess are the ones having to do with how I’m getting to the store to replace the tropical sour patch kid…
So here’s the cold hard truth, i’m sad and I’m tired and I wanted to make my boyfriend smile. He digs my crazy, and gets along well with all 15 personalities. Three of them didn’t have a name now there’s only two of them that don’t have a name. Sidenote: we discussed my new pitch to all school boards out there on a new language we should teach in s…
I will spend the next four minutes moaning like a whore
These words as hard as they are to say, can’t stay in my mind. They will make me crazy and there’s no one I trust enough to say them out loud to. Trust not to repeat, trust not to judge. But I can’t live with them on my thoughts, playing on repeat.
I could legit hang out with myself all the time and always be entertained. My mind is a vast, fascinating vortex of peculiar mysteries left unsolved. Unfortunately I’m too meticulous to get through the chaos to expose that of which we do not know.
I’m addicted to watching YouTube and I get sucked in to one video and hours later I’ve become this YouTube zombie with the need to comment on videos,
I haven’t slept. I’m almost 8 months it feels like. I’m terrified to wake up and realize once again none of this was a dream.
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The inner workings of my mind come to life.
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This podcast includes personality disorders, much to do about nothing, please go get therapy, and I hope 2019 is just as unforgettable as last year.
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Even though the words escape my lips and into the airwaves, there’s still so much left to be said.
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I don’t even know why I make this podcasts. Nobody is really even listening. Just a normal day of being heard by no one. I guess I just need to speak without fear of commentary.
I need to learn how to let words pass through my lips in a more elegant manner. In my head and on paper I can express my thoughts with ease. I spend most of my time connecting with people who are physically not present thanks to an electronic device. I know how to be me behind a computer screen. Why can’t I do the same in person?…
There are days my silence wants to be heard. Most of the time there’s no one who wants to listen. This was one of those days.
This could be forever or this could be a moment. With all the chaos that was surrounding me, there you were, and holy shit..
Chapter 5, Part 2 Summary: Carson becomes interested in Lily for all of the wrong reasons. Jane’s Favorite Line: “The girl would be easier to dislike if she were a dike, but no. His wife had good taste.” Subscribe on iTunes: Enough for Four – iTunes Click here to listen to Chapter 5, Part 2: https://enoughforfour.files.wordpress.com/2012/08/08-jane…
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Chapter 5, Part 1 Summary: Lily attempts to win Carson over, but ends up arguing about his morals. Jane’s Favorite Line: “Do whatever the hell you want with my tolerance.” Subscribe on iTunes: Enough for Four – iTunes Click here to listen to Chapter 5, Part 1: https://enoughforfour.files.wordpress.com/2012/08/07-janedoe-enoughforfour-07.mp3 Take Ou…
Chapter 4, Part 2 Summary: More of Carson’s lovers come to the fore, and Lily begins to wonder if Ava had alternative motives for asking her to visit. Jane’s Favorite Line: “I can’t expect gossip to stop just because it’s about me.” Click here to listen to Chapter 4, Part 2: https://enoughforfour.files.wordpress.com/2012/07/06-janedoe-enoughforfour…
Chapter 4, Part 1 Summary: We learn why Dominic allows Lily to date women. And, it’s a bad day all around for Dominic, Carson, Lily and Ava. Jane’s Favorite Line: “I don’t have to ask. I’ve seen porn before.” Click here to listen to Chapter 4, Part 1: https://enoughforfour.files.wordpress.com/2012/07/05-janedoe-enoughforfour-05.mp3 Take Our Poll Re…
Chapter 3, Part 2 Summary: Ava meets Lily’s husband, Dominic. Lily learns what Claire really thinks of her relationship with Ava. Jane’s Favorite Line: “Ouch.” Click here to listen to Chapter 3, Part 2: https://enoughforfour.files.wordpress.com/2012/07/04-janedoe-enoughforfour-04.mp3 Take Our Poll Read Chapter 3, Part 2 below: Chapter 3 Part 2 “I’m…
Chapter 3 Part 1 Summary: Ava wakes up eager to see Lily. She brings a friend along to meet her. Jane’s Favorite Line: “Ava was sitting on the bed with her tiny waist and full breasts packaged inside of another adorable dress.” Chapter 3 Part 1 Note: Because one of my final outputs for my novel will be broadcast on podiobooks.com, I separated Chapt…
Chapter 2 Summary: Along with breakfast, Carson finds Lily alone in the kitchen. She tells him she wants his permission to date his wife. Has hell frozen over? The conversation quickly becomes heated. The argument may not be the only thing making them hot. Jane’s Favorite Line: “Rocking the boat was not Ava’s style and bringing her lesbian lover ho…
Chapter 1 Summary: When Carson arrives home, his wife attempts to pass off her new girlfriend as her cousin. Carson is not fooled. Nor is he happy about it. Jane’s Favorite Line: “His lips were currently pressed together in disgust but their fullness was not compromised.” Click to listen to Chapter 1: https://authorjanedoe.files.wordpress.com/2012/…
