49. My Story pt1: Why We Need to Educate Children on Sex and Sexuality
Manage episode 450165836 series 3559291
I feel so fucking uncomfortable re-releasing these episodes from 2021. The stories are LOUD. Any excuse, any reason, to put this off. To not have this be seen. This is a new layer of unearthing. It doesn't feel like it did when I was first facing my darkness. Hell, it doesn't even feel like it did when I first publicly told my story in 2020 (which was in a room full of around 150 people... ballsy is what that was).
This is different.
Parts of me are still pissed that this is the life my soul chose. That pain so unfathomable is an experience each human signs up for. But I also understand why darkness exists and wouldn't change is. At this point in time, I can say that I do feel free in many ways from this, yet this rage is awakening inside me now that I'm re-releasing my story. A rage that has matured. That has gone through the layers of the soul and does not feel attached to this trauma anymore...
Maybe that's what feels different and why the stories and fear have tried to come in to contain the rage. The rage that is now unearthed. Unhinged. Not attached. A rage that is free from the trauma. Free to be seen in a new light because it has been supported through years of healing. So, here we are, out of hiding. Being seen. And so it begins again...
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